Feeling blah

Website update today, did not get the workout time in that I wanted to.  Also finished the update rather late, so I'm not sure I'll wake up at 6 and get my workout in before work.  Going to attempt it... we'll see what happens.

I'm still not sure how to feel about this film class I have on Thursdays.  It feels pretty simple and straight forward... but I think I'm missing something rather crucial that is going to bite me in the ass.  Not sure what that's about, but I definitely feel it.

I find this song pretty inspiring, to be honest.  I've had to fight my way through a lot of crap... and while I know it may not compare to another person's struggles, they were mine, are mine, and I need to continue to beat them.

I was lost for a few years.  That makes me angry, because I can never get that time back.  I'm 28.  The fuck was I doing, wasting that time?

I have to remember it wasn't a waste.  I learned about myself, I somehow managed to grow, despite the obstacles weighing me down.

I won. 

I am in CONTROL

And now I am tired.  Bonne nuit.